Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
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4:54 pm - haha
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Saturday, August 2nd, 2003
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4:18 pm - Zach's purity test
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| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 63.3%
Explored the pleasures of the flesh | 64.8% | | Shamelessness | 78.6%
Has yet to see self in mirror | 79.2% | | Sex Drive | 78.9%
The Pope is envious | 77.5% | | Straightness | 14.3%
Knows the other body type like a map | 44.7% | | Gayness | 98.2%
Repressed, are we? | 82.9% |
| Fucking Sick | 93.8%
Refreshingly normal | 89.7% |
You are 69.82% pure
Average Score: 72.4%
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Friday, June 20th, 2003
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1:48 am - I always knew it!
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Saturday, May 24th, 2003
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10:37 pm
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Sorry that I'm not updating this often enough. I really don't get on any more. This really will be just complaining but oh well... I'm really very angry and have no idea why. There is no point in even asking me what is bothering me or trying to fix it. It'll just piss me off! yep pissy would be the word to describe it. There is absolutely nothing wrong with my life and it just makes me angry to be this pissed off about everything. Plus Zach telling me he understood and that he was worried just made me think bull shit adn FUCK OFFFFF!! nobody willl ever understand why i'm angry. I can't even explain it.
I hope that this leaves before my birthday tomarrow! Oh by the way. Anybody that wants to come around 6ish my family is getting together at my house and having a birthday celebration but if you can't come it'll be ok because my actual birthday party will be in like 2 weeks and we'll be playing softball.
I saw one of y old friends last night and i was terrified of other people that I hang out with judging him even though nobody usually does judge anyone in our group. I missed him so much adn felt like a horrible friend because his dad died last month adn I havn't even talked to him tilll last night. Ok I'm done for now. I hope everyone has a great week. I love you all!
current mood:  pissed off
current music: Sublime "What I Got"
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Monday, May 12th, 2003
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3:47 pm - Yay!
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Your ideal mate is Bobby Drake. With his innocent
sweetness and his boyish good looks, how can
any girl go wrong? He's the type of guy to
supply you with all the TLC that you can
handle, and he'll always be there for you when
you need moral support, or just a shoulder to
cry on. Though he is still young, he lacks the
experiences of life, and can be naive.
Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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Saturday, May 10th, 2003
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9:32 pm
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It's over I'm truly done!
I don't want this bull shit!
Why the hell can't you just be my friend and know that's all I want!
I swear to God if this shit doesn't quit I'm going to fall of the earth and die!
Why does life have to be complicated?
Stupid Life!
current mood:  angry
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Tuesday, May 6th, 2003
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9:07 pm - Last Concert
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Tonight was the picnic concert. I had a blast. While we didn't do very well singing and intonation wise who cares, considering we got the music last week. I had so much fun while coming upon the realization that tonight was the last concert I will perform in at Boise high. that also means that we only have two and a half weeks of school left! yay!
So while I am counting down the days for that I hope youall have great days!
Hooray!
current mood:  pensive
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Monday, May 5th, 2003
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9:23 pm
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You are Rogue!
You are sexy and strong willed, and able to take on
just about anyone. You long for a serious
relationship, but whenever you begin to get
close to someone things always seem to take
turns for the worse. But you have dealt with
this lack of closeness with an almost constant
flirtacious behavior.
Which X-Men character are you most like?
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Thursday, May 1st, 2003
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6:46 pm - BWAH
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I wish that somehow i could describe what I am feeling, but as of now I see all colors of the rainbow. I feel, anger, HATRED (of school), jealousy, sadness, then it goes to the other spectrum of colors: happy, content, excited, etc. I have found my niche. I am completely comfortable where I am and don't want to leave that spot. In four short ass months everything will change yet again. Sometimes i really truly hate change, other times I look forward to it. Now i don't know what I want. I hope that wherever we go from here I will still have times like these with the people I love.
current mood:  peaceful
current music: Reason's Why
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Wednesday, April 30th, 2003
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10:00 pm
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For all of you that don't know, I have broken up with Zach. It was the most difficult thing I've done since... well, since I dumped him last time, only this time think that I really hurt him which I knew was going to happen but wish I could just skip that part. Kinda like instant gratification. Too bad things don't work out like that. Does anyone actually just date these days. I don't want a serious relationship, not that I want to date real soon either. I realy HATE school with a FREAKIN' passion. 17 more actual school days woo hoo! alrighty then I'm done for right now. I love you all!
current mood:  complacent
current music: "When you Come Back Down" Nickel Creek
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Tuesday, April 29th, 2003
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12:36 am - woohoo
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Monday, April 28th, 2003
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8:57 pm - hey that
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Sunday, April 27th, 2003
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10:21 pm - This proves it!
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10:16 pm - Look What I was!
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9:15 pm - yay!
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So as of today that choir tour was one of the best experiences of my life time. It Rocked hard core. First of all Belles Voix sang so well it made the audience cry including our ajudicator. That was the best feeling I could imagine. Then shopping at the wharf and going to great America where just fun. And I can't believe that my mom actually rode on the rollercoaster rides with us. After those were the award cerimony. Mrs. Jensen picked Megan and I to get belles voix awards, Katie and Ryan for Acappella, and Pat and Hallie for Hi-x. Every single group on the trip won a gold award (the highest)and Acappella and Bellesvoix won first place in their events, except hi-x that recieved a silver award. But we were doing college level music and everyone else used highschool level so all in all I am still very proud of hi-x. not only did bellesvoix get a gold plaque we also recieved the adjudicator award for gettting above a 95, then to top off the evening we won the festival sweepstakes for having the best two scores combined.
I have lots of pictures and tons more memories that you will have to ask me about later!
anyways to make a random comment, I want to completely change my hair! NOW! but I will have to wait. Have a great week~!
Love you all
current mood:  giddy
current music: Josh Groben
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Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003
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10:47 pm - Ode to Tyrell
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There is this guy Tyrell that we all know and love and miss terribly for he ditched us to go to college and have a good time without us. Any ways he is a soapy spongey slippery silky super sand eating someone ( contributed by Ali) Now we are counting down the days until his arrival back home. link by link on our paper chain (jk). Anyways, hope that he comes back soon.
current mood:  energetic
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10:14 pm
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Sorry about my earlier sad i guess journal! I thought it was amusing then I reread it. I actually am having good week!
Surprising or not i got along with my stupid manager Scott today. I gae him love advice tht i will give to all right now.
I told him you should just always tell who you like everything straight up. then nobody gets screwed over for guessing snd nobody sounds whiny. It's a great deal. Oh p.s. you should not take this advice unless you are confident about it. If he gets screwed over on a ccount of it nobody cares but I would not like that to happen to all of you. So I will be like the elves and not give advice away too freely. Now I am stupid.
but anyways I will ramble on somemore.
So Do peope actually just date or does everything have to turn into a serious realtionship these days. maybe it's just high school.
the moon is very pretty, and I wish that I could see it instead of the stupid clouds. I love the spring breeze that has just barely started to feel like the summer winds. yaya for airyness.
ok i am done now!
love you all
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4:10 pm
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I am a very confused and right now bitter person. Maybe it's cause I'm very tired. I am so excited to go on tour tomarrow. Yay. Anyways i have decided to give up on everything. I don't want anything right now. I just want some time to be by myself in peace and apparently this is very hard to understand for one person in particular. I'll give you a hint(it's Zach). with al of the straight forward tellings and no clue I have come to one conclusion. There is a certain lack of intelligence that I did not notice at first.
This is not meant to be insulting to him, right now it's just my observation. Now I will move merrily on my way. Only one month until I get out of school hooray for that.
P.S. does everybody think that I'm depressed? Cause if so i don't know how to feel about it. I don't think that I am at this point in my life but whatever.
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4:06 pm
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Monday, April 21st, 2003
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3:39 am - What A Night
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Yet again I am wide awake. But I think this time I'll stay that way. there is too much going on in my head right now. Not stressed, just stuff. i just got done with the longest conversation I will probably ever have with Tyrell. I can only say this. It was very intersting.
I've realized that there is so much more to life after highschool and now I can't wait for it. Not that there isn't still this fear of a gigantic brick wall. I will also say that I'm very excited about my birthday and the road trip known as snobberdoodle. Yay! I'm very happy with who my friends are at this point and hope that we all stay life long friends.
Jeremy- you are the one guy friend i feel that I can tell everything to. Although i worry that you take to much on. I still laugh about going to the park and playing in the fountain and the rain.
Ali- you are my best friend and will lways be that way because you are my arch-enemy!(jk)Super man rocks
Katie- in all the years I knew you I never thought you be my best friend too. You always seemd to cool for me. Maybe it was you throwing things at my face, But I'm so glad i got to know you. You rock.
JD- even though i love your voice you have so many more awesome aspects about you. You're an awesome fun loving guy, and I like the way you dance! You make me laugh everytime your around.
Since no body else really reads my journal i'll be done for now. I love everybody though even if you were not mentioned does not mean I have forgotten or don't care.
cuz trust me I can go on forver about my friends. I hope you are all sleeping well. good night
current mood: excited
current music: the still of the night
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